Yeah. It was. It's kind of making me wonder if it's worth it I mean I want to protect people but I don't want to keep seeing people die especially not my friends or different versions of my friends I don't know and I don't want to end up like Archer
That's why I joined. To change things. So I could stop places like the camp.
But that's not what's happening is it The Foundation is just like that guy, they don't care about people just results I don't want to end up like that. I thought because I changed I wouldn't become him but now I'm not sure anymore and I don't know what to do.
Sorry. I was just thinking. I'm not sure I know what it is I want to do anymore. I used to think I knew what my ideals were but I failed to follow them. Or to be precise they weren't mine to begin with. After the camp I thought it was fine if I believed in working together and helping each other but that's still not enough is it even if we all try our hardest we can't save everyone
Exactly what it sounds like. I don't want to see anyone around me die or suffer.
I know it sounds stupid. Obviously I can't save everyone by myself. But after the camp I thought maybe with enough people working together anything would be possible.
Nobody wants to see people around them die or suffer.
But. . . we may need to reevaluate what needs to be done to save the people here. Maybe it's less about what happens in the middle, and more about what happens at the very end.
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purrtagonist) wrote2018-12-01 01:48 am
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Yeah. It was.
It's kind of making me wonder if it's worth it
I mean I want to protect people but I don't want to keep seeing people die
especially not my friends
or different versions of my friends I don't know
and I don't want to end up like Archer
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But there sure as shit has to be a better way to do it than through the Foundation.
I think part of protecting people is doing SOMETHING about this goddamn organization, don't you?
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But that's not what's happening is it
The Foundation is just like that guy, they don't care about people just results
I don't want to end up like that.
I thought because I changed I wouldn't become him but now I'm not sure anymore and I don't know what to do.
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As long as you know what it is you WANT to do and continue to chase those ideals? You'll always be yourself. Not him.
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Shirou?
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I was just thinking. I'm not sure I know what it is I want to do anymore.
I used to think I knew what my ideals were but I failed to follow them. Or to be precise they weren't mine to begin with.
After the camp I thought it was fine if I believed in working together and helping each other but
that's still not enough is it
even if we all try our hardest we can't save everyone
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I don't think it's too late to save everyone.
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Even if we succeed here, it's going to keep happening.
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I know it sounds stupid. Obviously I can't save everyone by myself. But after the camp I thought maybe with enough people working together anything would be possible.
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But. . . we may need to reevaluate what needs to be done to save the people here. Maybe it's less about what happens in the middle, and more about what happens at the very end.