[God, it's good that the shadows around them take no notice, because Ichigo is getting loud.]
Even if I go back, it won't bring anyone else back to life! And like hell I'm going to go back to a world where everyone died and I couldn't do a damn thing about it!
[He sucks in a breath, clenching his teeth before he speaks next, fist on the table going white knuckled and shaking with the force he's using to clench his fist tighter.]
You have a chance. And I want to help you get it! But for me, this game is useless. I won't put the worlds in jeopardy just because I want to li-
[He cuts himself off there, making a choked noise before finally taking his hand off of the table, looking down and away, hiding his eyes behind those bangs of his.
Because, in the end, despite all his willingness to sacrifice himself, to just let it be?
It hurts. It hurts, but he can't do anything about it - and that hurts the most of all.]
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[God, it's good that the shadows around them take no notice, because Ichigo is getting loud.]
Even if I go back, it won't bring anyone else back to life! And like hell I'm going to go back to a world where everyone died and I couldn't do a damn thing about it!
[He sucks in a breath, clenching his teeth before he speaks next, fist on the table going white knuckled and shaking with the force he's using to clench his fist tighter.]
You have a chance. And I want to help you get it! But for me, this game is useless. I won't put the worlds in jeopardy just because I want to li-
[He cuts himself off there, making a choked noise before finally taking his hand off of the table, looking down and away, hiding his eyes behind those bangs of his.
Because, in the end, despite all his willingness to sacrifice himself, to just let it be?
It hurts. It hurts, but he can't do anything about it - and that hurts the most of all.]