[his second murder of the Game. second murder in his existence-- both during his life, and his afterlife--]
[. . .]
[anyway he sure is going to get a cramp, but he also doesn't really want to pull away. not until he can steady out his breathing and just. . . take a moment to himself. a moment to grieve for whatever died alongside Caren]
[Maya's been the one source of constant comfort unwavering support for them-- for him-- since they started this game]
[it's not the first time he wonders what he'd do without her there to offer it]
no subject
[. . .]
[anyway he sure is going to get a cramp, but he also doesn't really want to pull away. not until he can steady out his breathing and just. . . take a moment to himself. a moment to grieve for whatever died alongside Caren]
[Maya's been the one source of constant comfort unwavering support for them-- for him-- since they started this game]
[it's not the first time he wonders what he'd do without her there to offer it]