But Minato is the kind of person who would sacrifice his life to save the world without blinking an eye. Who would always refuse to be saved if it meant someone else had to die. And that's admirable.
[one of the most admirable things about him, really]
But if that's true, then who's there to save Minato?
[silent for a moment, like he's listening for something, before he shakes his head]
I probably could, but to be on the safe side, I. . . won't.
I'm not kidding. Talking about it by name or in any kind of detail would've meant my death, and the deaths of anyone who happened to be around me at the time.
No, it's okay. It means a lot that you told me at all, you know?
[Akira's said he trusts him, but he's used to people saying that with little follow through. This, though, is different enough that he hesitates before following it up with something that takes some trust of his own. Casually:]
I'd be a pretty big hypocrite if I got angry that you can't tell me all the details about the role you got, anyways. There are parts of mine I can't tell you.
[He does hesitate for a moment, but... The reason Akira isn't telling him is because he doesn't feel like he can. It's a little bit different for him.]
I find out every week which people someone spent the night with, but... It's the same person every week, I can't pick a different person I'm curious about. [...] There's another part to it, but it's kind of distressing, and I feel like you've dealt with enough today.
I mean, if they got killed... I'd know who they were with the night they died. I think that's the point of it, at least.
[He shrugs slightly, glancing towards the ground.]
The way it was explained to us... The reason we know where the other is on Thursday nights is because our lives are linked together. So, if something happened to one of us, the other would... [For a second time, he trails off, but he's expecting Akira to understand regardless.] But they seem pretty smart and careful, so it'll probably be fine.
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[The smile that comes over his face at that is sincere, especially since they're both safe (for now, at least).]
Why, then?
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But Minato is the kind of person who would sacrifice his life to save the world without blinking an eye. Who would always refuse to be saved if it meant someone else had to die. And that's admirable.
[one of the most admirable things about him, really]
But if that's true, then who's there to save Minato?
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[It's what he appreciates most and what frightens him most about Akira, and it brings another thought to mind.]
It's okay if you don't want to answer, but... What the Lady said, about the path you're taking now. What did she mean?
[He has a guess, but it might be off base.]
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I wasn't allowed to talk about it, or else-- a lot of people would die.
But I had a role. I guess I gave it up in order to take on this new one, and. . . Minato has it now.
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[There's a curiosity in his voice, but it's not exactly a question, either.]
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Nice guess, but no.
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[He pauses, then, glancing at him.]
Can you tell me what it was now that it's his, or...?
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I probably could, but to be on the safe side, I. . . won't.
I'm not kidding. Talking about it by name or in any kind of detail would've meant my death, and the deaths of anyone who happened to be around me at the time.
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[Akira's said he trusts him, but he's used to people saying that with little follow through. This, though, is different enough that he hesitates before following it up with something that takes some trust of his own. Casually:]
I'd be a pretty big hypocrite if I got angry that you can't tell me all the details about the role you got, anyways. There are parts of mine I can't tell you.
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[what]
[SOMEWHAT. . . WRY. . .]
Is that so?
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Before you get interested, it's really not as useful as any of the others I've heard about so far.
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[he's curious, but. . . he couldn't give Hunter details, and he'll respect it if Hunter can't give him details, either]
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I find out every week which people someone spent the night with, but... It's the same person every week, I can't pick a different person I'm curious about. [...] There's another part to it, but it's kind of distressing, and I feel like you've dealt with enough today.
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. . . what kind of role is that?
[WHAT DOES ONE EVEN DO WITH INFORMATION ABOUT WHO SPENT THE NIGHT WHERE]
And it's okay. You can share the second part with me, but only if you want to.
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[He shrugs slightly, glancing towards the ground.]
The way it was explained to us... The reason we know where the other is on Thursday nights is because our lives are linked together. So, if something happened to one of us, the other would... [For a second time, he trails off, but he's expecting Akira to understand regardless.] But they seem pretty smart and careful, so it'll probably be fine.
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Can you tell me who the other person is?
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[A beat, and then:]
But... If anything happened to them, I’d tell you before the trial.
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[and that's all he'll ask about that]
Thanks. . . for sharing. Even after the other week.
[when he told Minato and Makoto and Atsushi about Flat as the Barghest but not Hunter]
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[A beat, and a small laugh.]
And that’s me being realistic, not self loathing, promise.
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What's that about?
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