purrtagonist: (does the bow show devotion?)
Akira "chaotic extra" Kurusu [Jᴏᴋᴇʀ] ([personal profile] purrtagonist) wrote2018-04-10 07:34 pm
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[Week 5, Monday: Maya]

[he always comes find her after the Reaper meetings conclude. today? today is no different. especially since his mind is heavy, just as it was after what had happened with Eleanor]

. . . hey, Maya.

[he pauses]

Can I ask you a few questions?
feytality: BUT YOU WILL NEVER KNOW THE PAIN IN MY HEAAAARTTTT because someone ate my noodles (All-purpose fakesmiling icon (tm))

[personal profile] feytality 2018-04-19 06:52 am (UTC)(link)
... Kinda, yeah.

[ she gives a wry, sad kinda smile. ] He wanted to die, too. He wanted me to be the one to Erase him -- like it'd erase the mistakes he made. But I don't believe in that. I didn't want to think like that. I wanted to live, even with the pain. ... Kinda live anyway, you know what I mean.

[ though uh there's past tense there so hm. yikes. ]

I do the best I can with what I have. But my hands are tied.
feytality: EHHH?? EHHHH? Nah. (rolling in the dough)

[personal profile] feytality 2018-04-22 06:29 am (UTC)(link)
Well you're going to back to your own Game, aren't you? So you don't need to break free.