purrtagonist | [scp r2: justonezero]

[HEY AKIRA, HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT GHOST TEXTS? Because he's sure getting some now.]

i dont want you to die!!

isn't telling everyone really dangerous??

[JUMPS out of bed when his tablet dings with that notification, immediately scrambling to read the message]

[before he replies, he looks up and says--]

Yoshi-kun?

yeah it's me

why did you do that??

[. . .]

I was left with no choice.

:<

i don't want you to end up like me

Yoshi-kun. . .

[he has. nothing to say to that, really. it isn't his choice, is it?]

Can you tell me a little bit about where you are right now?

i'm here in your room!

i can go through doors now

[a huffed laugh]

Things don't look any different from the other side?

not really?

as far as i can tell it's pretty much like being alive except now no one can see or hear me except the other ghosts

also i don't have my bitphone anymore

:<

Mmm. . .

[. . .]

There's something I've been wondering, Yoshi-kun. If you guys are still close enough to talk to us, even if we can't see you. . .

Then is there a way to bring you back to this side?

is that possible...?

i guess szayel's some kind of ghost normally

so maybe!

if we stay ghosts we're probably stuck here sooo

Mmm. And nobody really wants that.

[links his hands in his lap, thoughtful]

This is the first time I've voiced that thought aloud. I think I should ask the Apprentice if it's possible.

i mean, i'm normally a shut-in anyway

but...

i'd like to be able to talk to everyone again

hopefully appy can answer you properly

there's a lot of stuff he's still trying to hide i think

not in a bad way just because he doesn't think it's safe

[a huffed laugh]

He seems kind of like that, you know. . .? The kind of guy who wants to protect everyone, and is afraid of putting people in danger unnecessarily.

[he sounds fond as he speaks of Appy, too]

. . . he was there for me when I really needed someone, and there was no one else. He's. . . a really good guy.

yeah...

i still need to ask him stuff too!

when i first died he was there for me

but i think i upset him and that's why he told inaba

we didn't really get to talk about what's going on

You've got time to talk to him now. I wouldn't waste it.

[a breath]

. . . are you doing okay, Yoshi-kun?

[There's a pause this time.]

i think so

i never really felt sad before

but today when i heard everyone talking to me i started crying

i think it's a good thing?

but right now it still hurts

Yeah.

[holds up a hand, placing it over his heart]

It still hurts here, too. For all of us.

i didn't get it at first

i'm dead, so why was there pain again...?

i realized it later but this is the first time i've left others behind

usually people just leave me. i'm used to that

but this time made me sad

i'm sorry i made you sad too. i didn't mean to die

. . . I know you didn't.

And I'm so sorry that none of us could protect you.

it's okay

i really did follow him out

i knew he could kill me

i just thought maybe i could catch him instead

but my plan didn't work

and i can't fight a wolf :<

Did you know he was the Barghest when you followed him?

[Yoshi plz]

no

i knew he had to be mafia to come invite me out randomly though

i just finished a program i thought i could use to knock him out

buuuuuuuut it didn't work

it was a really bad idea actually

[. . . oh, Yoshi]

Try not to be angry at yourself for what happened. It wasn't your fault.

when i first died i thought my life turned out worthless

i think that's probably why appy told inaba

i wanted to help but i just got myself killed instead

but for now... i think i'll be okay

and i might still be able to help like this too

[scp r2: justonezero]

Week 2, post-trial

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