[There's a moment of silence before texts resume.]
be careful
[And then, shortly after:]
be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful
[More silence, reluctant movement, picking it up and trying again. The only reward is a few more messages of garbled text. By the time any words get through, it's slowed down considerably.]
[but Akira lifts a hand and places it over his heart, fingers slightly curled]
Ever since I found out about my-- . . . issue, I thought. . . the best thing I could do is take a hit for someone else. That's why I've been so reckless. That's why I've tried to bait the monsters into attacking me.
[breathes out deeply and drops his hand into his lap. his eyes slip shut for a moment, silence washing over them both. when he opens them again, his brows are furrowed in determination]
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[Akira doesn't respond in written form, instead sitting up on his bed and speaking--]
Yoshi?
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be careful
[And then, shortly after:]
be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful be careful
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[ah]
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There's also the very soft sound of someone sobbing.]
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[quietly, he reaches out to place his hand on where he believes the top of Yoshi's head is]
I'm sorry.
I'm. . . sorry. I don't know what else to do.
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He's shaking.]
you have to be careful
i can't kill them for you
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[Another frustrated thunk. One could probably hazard a guess that the tablet is hitting the mattress.]
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[and with Shirou gone? he has absolutely no leads]
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you have to be careful
that's all i can say
that's all i can do
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. . .
[but Akira lifts a hand and places it over his heart, fingers slightly curled]
Ever since I found out about my-- . . . issue, I thought. . . the best thing I could do is take a hit for someone else. That's why I've been so reckless. That's why I've tried to bait the monsters into attacking me.
. . . is that not right?
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i can't talk about it
but stop that
you have to be careful
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Okay.
I'll be more careful.
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There's a couple lines of it from attempt after attempt.]
since shirou's gone watch everyone
[Pause. And then:]
i'm sorry about your role too
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I've come to terms with it.
[he lays his hand flat against his chest]
Shirou was one of three people who knew about it. Atsushi and Minato are the other two.
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i don't want to see you here
[And with that, there's the impression on the bed mattress again as Yoshi slumps, resting... probably his arms and head on it. He gives up.]
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[shifts closer to Yoshi, reaching out for his head again]
I shouldn't. . . tell people?
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don't try to die
we can't do anything like this
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[. . .]
I promise.
[head pats for poor, distressed Yoshi]
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being dead is... really useless
you can't help anyone so all you can do is watch
[His head tips down more and more as he sends the messages.]
but if you're alive you can still help everyone
so... please don't mess up like i did
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[he may not have used that word, but Akira can sense those feelings]
You found and shared that letter with us. That's something, isn't it?
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that's what i was brought here for...
i trained for this, but i didn't even last two weeks
[He's shaking again.]
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What do you mean you trained for this?
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to help contain scps
we were all members of the foundation, so this is probably another mission, right?
so... i was probably supposed to help contain this
i was supposed to help protect this world
i wanted to help protect this world
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Who says that this is the end of that?
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when it's important
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